Shutdown: Simmer Lyrics

Wishes burn I start to fall
Climb so high inside it all
Pushed and pulled my arms so weak
    (Weaker now than it was before)
I refuse to ask or beg for
I refuse to ask or beg for more
I've seen the truth it swallowed me whole
Hope is won from impending tales
    (Lackluster forgotten days)
I've seemed to forget all their worth
Put it off another day
Put it off another day
Something's creeping up on me
Somewhere I can't tell which way is up or down
Until I hit the ground
Wrong or right can't seem to find
Just a little piece of mind
Searching for that street I pray
    (Shutdown, simmer in denial) 
I force myself to fake a smile
    (Everything was meant to be)
And I can't stop now my heart is broken
    (Passed on and moved away)
Put it off another day
Put it off another day
Am I cheating you?
Searching for that street I pray