7-string guitar tuned down a full step

intro
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Verse same as intro

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-3-----------2---------8--7--

Chorus
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-3-3-3-2----7-7-7-8-8-8-9-9-9-

Bridge				this has weird timing on it
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-1-0--0-0--0-0--1-1-1--     ---------------------

outro is just bass-with guitar feedback

Living life
don't you cry
my life
pain is god
many nights
painful bouts of pain
bury me
give em love
in denial
tried to be your friend
tried to be
a good boy
all I see
I hate deep inside
startle me someone save me
now these memories still I hide they bury me
all I want to do
is kill you
(in background
my real mother
I'd beat and stab and *** her

Looking back I was never ever right 
you were my step mom 
who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin' in and I would say hello
but you slap me and you make some 
***ed up comment about
my clothes 
then I tried to look the best 
but the pictures in my head were with you
with a knife up your ass
laying dead so I bought some
caps in you ass but your son is such a 
mother ***ing bitch never try to play me
you gave me life
it hurt so

wish you were dead now
right  now
How can I cry over someone I never loved
How can I cry over someone I never loved
never loved