Solitaire Lyrics

I hurt myself again today, 
feelin' a little numb I could use 
the pain.
I always find myself in this 
little bind. 
It's been a few weeks since
You've been around, 
so here I sit with my hands 
strapped down patiently awaiting
our secert games 
we used to play all alone, 
so here I sit all tied up,
all alone with all my thoughts, 
I do not mind if this goes 
on.
I think about about what I'll say to
you when you finally decide to 
come my way,
I'm sitting around all painted up
like a fool, 
and I don't know how I got 
this way, and I don't know
how much more I wanna take. 
But I know you'll shoot me down,
and bury me before I get too high. 
So here I sit all tied up
all alone with my thoughts when
will I learn to walk away 
from the things I do that make 
me feel the way, I feel when 
I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself
and I,
all this pain I seem to put
myself through, all the ways I
find to submit to you, 
cat o' nine tails gettin' old. 
And I don't know how I got 
this way I don't know how much more 
I wanna take. 
I got a millon ways to tame 
Myself and a million nights to 
try. 
When will you come around 
to do the things you do to me
I hate this game of solitaire.